It all started when Jena was on her computer just downloading a couple of punk songs off of Kazaa at the moment she was listening to A New Found Glory "3rd and Long" for some reason this song reminded her of Benji Madden who happens to be in her favorite band Good Charlotte.Jena didn't understand why it reminded her of him cuz she never really knew him well sure she met him and the rest of the guys they would hang out every show she went to but she didn't really really know him.She just looked at her computer screen just staring at a picture of Benji and her. Jena has just got out of a hard and heartbreaking break up with her ex boyfriend Daniel they have been together for a long time and was planning to get married.But him being in a popular band was just to hard for Daniel and her to handle so they decided to call it quits it really hurt then all of a sudden Daniel signed on and wanted to have a voice conversation. The message popped up and Jena click connect when they started to talk Daniel and Jena's song came on in the background "Answer the phone."Jena started to cry and wonder where her life was gonna go she had already made plans to be with Daniel forever and now....NOW there ruin.Daniel started to sing the song to her then he stopped and said "Jen don't you remember when I sang this song on your answering machanice when you were not talking to me when we got in a huge fight?" "yeah" she replied and laughed at the thought of it."I miss you so much Jena I wish I never followed my dreams and made a band I wanna be alone but you feel like home"he said to her."if you never made the band Dan we would have never met....*sighs* you don't even remember how we met do you? Jena said in a low voice. "Of course I do sweetie how could i forget i meant I wish i didn't go ahead with this stupid tour if i didn't i could have been in your arms right about now telling you how much I love you..."Daniel told her.Then Jena total change the subject "Oh did I tell you I'm probably gonna hang out with GC again soon!" "You are cool when?" "Oh some time nexts month I got tickets but all I know is that Good Charlotte,Mest,and Midtown is playing but theres some sort of secrect that some other band is playing but they don't want spill it to us" Daniel started to laugh "And whats so funny Mr.?" "Oh I could tell you whos that secret band thats playing Jena!"said Daniel."Oh really? Let me guess your gonna tell me that your band is playing aren't you?" "damnit how'd you guess?" "Just the tone of your voice...so yeah wow I'm gonna see you again"said Jena "yeah you wanna met up I'll give you a pair of backstage passes if you want so we coudl hang."Daniel told her."Oh no thanks she said Benji already saved some for me and my friend Jillian but could i still have them for my two other friends?"asked Jena."uumm who do I know them?"asked Daniel "well yeah you basically hanged out with them for the whole time me and you were together Melissa and Ashely"Jena told Daniel."Oh of course ASHELY and Melissa (Daniel always had a huge crush on Jena's friend Ashely Jena never blamed him she was very pretty and also smart) yeah i could save these backstage passes for them"said daniel alrighty good hhmm Daniel could you tell Benji to met me a block away from the concert like me and him usally does?"asked Daniel."Um okay sure like I wouldn't mind telling Benji that my ex-girlfriend want to met him"said Daniel with a low voice.Jena knew that Daniel was hurt but played it off like she didn't have a clue "HEY thanks that means alot to me Dude well anyways I better get off I need to get some sleep love ya bye Dan"said Jena as she exit out of the voice conversation and signed off."I love you too Jena more than you could ever know and I will always love you"Dan said to himself as a tear rolled down his face.Dan wrote an e-mail to Jena and it read this:From: BodyNsoulimAfreak@hotmail.com
To:LoserChick999@antisocial.com
Subject:Hey Jen do me a favor and READ this its very important

Dear Jena,
It was really nice talking to you again I haven't listen to such a heart warming voice in a long time. I really didn't do what i was planning to say to you I guess just wussy out anyways I guess I'll tell you now since you can't say anything back until you read this.Jena I love you and i always had you mean so much to me I don't know why we ended our relationship it was so good we are meant for each other I think god is just testing to see if we could survive without seeing each other for awhile but Jena we could you don't understand we seriously could! I'll make the effort to call you everyday and I'll buy you a web camera so we could have a web conversation i really need you in my life you mean so much to me......I can't wait to see you again I love you! Thank you for actually reading this.
-Loving you always-
Daniel or Your Danny Boy as you always call me

In The Morning As Jena Sign In And Checked Her Mail.She saw a new one from Dan and read it she didn't really no what to say but uuummm.Jena just sat in front of her computer blank.She finally clicked on reply and wrote back to dan: Dear Dan,
Hey Sweetie whats up? As for me nothing just finshed reading your e-mail like 20 minutes ago.....LOL yes it took me that long to realize to write you back I have to click on reply.....hhhmmm well I just don't know what to say uuummm like you said in our conversation before "long distance relationship only work if you give a effort and I'm to busy with my band" that totally hurt me when you said that Dan it was like Fuck off Jen I dont' need you my band is more important right now anyways I really do still love you I just don't know what to do life kinda sucks right about now you know? anyways I really don't know what to say but sorry?! LOL word and I'm listening to "Say I'm Sorry" by Sugarcult hhhhmm one line sounds like us.....I think I'm feeling sick again were making up with sex again cuz all i ever do is say I'm sorry" anyways love you babe see you in a couple of weeks.
-Lots Of Punk Love-
Jen Jen
"I'm on the outside I'm on the outside I'm on the outside knocking on the inside I'm on the outside I'm on the outside I'm on the ouside BREAKING on the inside" (sugarcult)

Jena and Dan never really speak after that e-mail she sent him because he was off touring the world and she was off doing her school work.Two days before the good charlotte concert Mary called Jillian who happen to live in boston "Hey Jellybean so when are you living to come to nyc?" "well its friday and the show is on Sunday so sunday?" "JELLYBEAN no you gotta come early come on saturday?"said Jena *Sighs* "alrighty but I gotta stay somewhere for the night."said Jillian."Well duh i'm not that slow now geez you could always sleepover my house deal?"said jena "deal"jillian "alrighty bye then" "Bye" *click* Jena ran upstairs to her room and jump on her bed and took her remote and press play " remember when i said i love you well yeah i take it back i was just a stupid kid back then i take back every word i said" sang Jena while looking at a poster of Daniel hanging over her bed. She thought to herself maybe i was just a really stupid kid to fall in love so young and think the he would be the only one....hhhmm oneday at a time Jena then you'll forget him she said to herself.She then press reapeat to listen to Alkaline Trio "Stupid Kid" and she just took out her notebook and wrote down the lyrics:
"Stupid Kid"
There are thing that use to make me smile one of them was you just for alittle while you let forget so far away I replaced you with fear and shame you'll be happy on the day i die.There are things that use to make me laugh but now their deeply berryed in the past.I'll left them their so far away replace my humor with my pain I'll be happy on the day it dies remember when I said I love you well yeah I take it back I was just a stupid kid back then i take back every word that i said.There are things that use to make you cry one of them was me just for a little while why is it that you had to say goodbye in your special way slash the tires on my cars remember when i said i love you well yeah i take it back I was just a stupid kis back then i take back every word that i said.remember when i said i love you well yeah i take it back i was just a stupid kid back then i take back every word that i said.

Jena realized that as she was writing the song she thought about Daniel more "is this getting me over him or is this making me love him more?"she asked her self she decided to change the song and ended up putting new found glory "sucker" she started to sing as she comb her hair while looking in the pictures "your more then tounge tied this time well i could feel it in your lips nobody told me you were a sucker for a kiss music low were all alone being wrong never felt so right tell me about your first kiss tell me or have you already forgotten it tell me about your first a kiss what do i have to do to get threw all of this I'm writing this down I bet you thought this song was about you your more then just mad this time you got that look in your eye nobody told me you were a sucker for a kiss music low were all alone being wrong never felt so right tell me about your first kiss tell me or have you already forgotten it tell me about your first kiss what do i have to do to get threw all of this I'm writing it down just leave here and tell me to my face what you think about........"AHHH JENA you gotta stop listening to these song their just making you think of Dan more..." *runs to her bed and chances the song to.....something that made her think about Daniel but also made her happy of course she started to listen to SIMPLE PLAN...........
"I'm taking my time i'm trying to leave the memeries of you behind I'm gonna be fine as soon as i get your picture right out of my mind I wanna feel the way the way you make me feel when i'm with you i wanna be the only hand you need to hold on to but everytime i call you don't have time i guess i'll never get to call you mine your nothing i know theres a million reasons why i shouldn't call nothing to say could easily make this conversation last all day I wanna feel the way you make me feel when I'm with you I wanna be the only hand you need to hold on to but everytime i call you don't have time i guess i'll never get to call you mine........I'm not the best at i didn't get to learn your my obsession i got no where to turn i wanna feel the way you make me feel when i'm with you i wanna be the only hand you need to hold on to i wanna feel the way you make me feel when i'm with you I wanna be the only hand you need to hold on to i wanna feel the way you make me feel when i'm with you I wanna be the only hand you need to hold on to but i guess I'll never get to call you mine"!!!! Ahh that felt way better.All of a sudden her phone rings "Hello?" "yes this is she" "benji? is that really you? wow hey!"

Come Back To Find Out What Happens In Part Two!!!

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